Sep. 15th, 2008 | 07:29 pm
I haven´t allways felt this way. About 1,5 years ago, I thaught of love as something you feel for like two seconds and then it´s over, but it´s so much more! I´ve been in love with this totally hottie in about 1 year. The first half year, I didn´t notice. I thaugh that I just really cared about him untill one of my friends told me, that I was totally lost in him. I thaugh about it for a while and... SHE WAS RIGHT!! I felt like I couldn´t live without him, and I always wanted him right besides me! Which at the time was a problem, ´cause he accturly already had a girlfriend ^^" He doesn´t anymore, but he still lives about 209 miles away -.-" AND I WANT HIM TO BE HERE! NOW!